Missing Someone Special

Have you ever missed someone So much that even the thought of them makes you cry?

I thought my time with mom would be much longer. A thousand words and tears could not bring her back, I know because I tried and I cried. I miss her more and more.
i stop myself from crying about what I have lost, but that just makes me very distant and 'hard' towards most emotional things that happen in my life. Yes I do miss my mom so much that I want to break down and cry every day and night.