You might be sad because you’ve been through a lot, but you should also be proud of yourself for being strong enough to make it through it.
Words of wisdom. I've lived long enough to notice patterns. Sometimes life is difficult. Other times it couldn't be better. The more I've accepted that principle the longer the betters in my life last. There's quite a difference between existing and living, the longer I'm around the more I've learned ty o live and recognize lessons! Life is good, if you look at it that way!
Nobody's life is easy, no one's life is always smooth sailing. Periodically give yourself a pat on the back, you've survived and you've came this far, it's a job well done enough.
In my case, it was necessary to go through the pain one last time; because I knew, that it could only get better for me.