Being good with a good heart or even having good behavior with those lacking knowledge of love and respect is not enough in living life. I cope better with the bad things that happen in my life. I don't trust calmness. I keep waiting for something bad to happen. My life sounds like a tragedy but somehow I have managed to get through. It is true Nobody goes through more crap in life than a person with a good heart but it has made me a stronger person I still help others and I still been done wrong hopefully these kind of people will change!!