How people treat you is their karma; how you react is yours.
Beginning today, treat everyone you meet as if they were going to be dead by midnight. Extend to them all the care, kindness and understanding you can muster, and do it with no thought of any reward. Your life will never be the same again.
I'm tired of laughing when I want to cry, I'm tired of smiling when I want to die, I say I'm fine when I'm not, All I want is for the pain to stop.
I guess I'm just tired, I'm tired of being bitched at behind my back, of being laughed at, of being made fun of, feeling ugly, of being ignored, of feeling unloved, of no one caring, of pretending to be happy when all I want to do is cry.
Stop getting involved in relationships for the wrong reasons. Relationships must be chosen wisely. It's better to be alone than to be in bad company. There's no need to rush. If something is meant to be, it will happen in the right time, with the right person, and for the best reason. Fall in love when you're ready, not when you're lonely.
You can't change the past but you can change the future so move forward.