This is EXACTLY, how my Soul feels, My soul is tired but God says don't give up.
Sometimes you can't hold onto something to fill a void, but rather have someone that is happy there in your life than them not being happy your in it.
I really don't even know if there is ever a true meaning to this "All good things come to those who wait" The only thought which continues to keep me positive.
Wish more people believed in themselves enough to know that they deserve to be happy no matter who they are. It took a long time to think i deserved ot, but thankfully I'm finally there. And i thank God for it.